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Boreddumb, aka Valentine's.

2009-02-07T13:24:09Z

Latitudes longitudes:
    imaginary.
As far
           as I know, you were with me but
           all the pictures are between us now, faceless
           because you hated taking portraits
           (more beautiful are the strands of my hair, loose in
             your hand).
   Separation does not exist,
     but we are looking at addresses we no longer recognize.
As far
          as they know, we were one for the headlines,
          for the covers. So,
just welcome me home
and
let me be
          the first time you smiled,
          wagon of roses in tow.


(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((: K I don't get what I wrote. Delta H. Sigma bond. Pi bond. Bow. Advanced happy Valentine's!

As I've been saying-

2008-12-20T13:59:10Z

You need my Christmas wish more than I do.

If you think this is you, claim it at midnight on the twenty-fifth.

-Plus.

Uniform-wearing Catholic college girls are worse than l~~obbyists masquerading as university kids~~ university kids masquerading as lobbyists. On drunken Friday nights, at least.

You are more sheltered than you think; your avenues are clean.
You are more sheltered than you think; only children dare to beg in your world.

What is your freedom, then?

-It's friendspeak.

Friend 1: Awwww. Iniwan ko si *guy who likes her* sa loob ng campus. Kawawa naman!
Friend 2: Naaawa ka o naguiguilty?
Friend 1:...Naguiguilty.

Friend 1: </3
Friend 2: Everything's going to turn out alright. You know that, don't you?
Friend 1: But when?:(
Friend 2: When everything's going to stay alright.

-It's this.
I'm sorry (,) I need you.

-It's Christmas.
Cold means merry.
Trust me.

chEMOments

2008-11-19T11:56:34Z

ON EXPECTATIONS
Chem Lab Prof: What are your expectations for this class?
Me: I expect this class to be safe.
*to her horror, finds rusty crucible tongs in the lab locker the meeting after*

ON REACTIONS
Chem Lab Prof: What are the four kinds of chemical reactions? Surely, you'd encountered them in high school chemistry.
Viko: Fear.
         Shock.
         Disappointment.
Me:   Panic!
         HATRED.

Oh, those might be five, but what do I know? I rotted in Math last sem.
And the nerd inside my head rattles off,"Decomposition, by the way, is actually a type of chemical reaction."
GRR.

ON SAFETY GUIDELINES
Prof: What do we do in preparation for an experiment?
Viko: Pray.

Or we'll add to the body count of UP Diliman. (FOUL! And.They found a victim of summary execution today. Another one.*gasp*)

ON OTHER THINGS
Math 2 Prof: Zeroes sandwiched by non-zero digits are significant.
SANDWICHED LOL.

INAL.
I need a labgown.Now.

A win sans the euphoria. Is this really worth the trouble?
Haha. I love speaking in code.

one sigh

2008-11-17T11:43:43Z

You confuse these things too much.
That is fire,
this is me-
-draw the lines though the caution signs are no fun.

SOCIO10!

2008-09-19T14:10:57Z

Groupmates!Hello hello.Please post your life stories as anonymous comments to this blog entry.Don't give any bull that isn't true,e.g. you made out with your pet snake.BE HONEST.It's anonymous anyway,so no one will ever know how wild you really are.HAHAHA.Habaan niyo,para juicy naman yung roleplay natin:).Deadline's on SUnday, at 10 pm, so writewritewrite.:) Kahit taglish na bullets ng interesting (pariwaraaheeem) events ng life niyo lang.Thanks.

*Btw,I got this anonymous post idea from th eperson at writtenbyhand.livejournal.com.HAHAHA:).Yun lang.

the long seconds ago.

2007-06-11T04:35:38Z

I MISS AJ:(. I do.
I miss you guys 'cause you're...different.
Do you know you're unlike any other?
Wah. Remembering you makes me wish I were chrono-impaired, like Henry in Apo's book, and visit April to May 2007 as if it were some place instead of some days.
Maybe I could beat the minutes this time and stretch them across space.
Then, I would never know missing.HURRAY.

and liken you to rubber shoes.

2007-05-08T12:09:34Z

/one/
You
used
me
as an in-between go-between
of pairs of shoelaces
you'd ruined
and strung together,
undoubtedly the rubberband
resilience
you'd planned to get rid of
                     as soon as
you found another yard of y-a-r-n
to bindyourselfto
                      (to bind yourself with)
/two/
You
wore
me
out as an escape to the neither-here-nor-there
of the song your slingshot sneakers rocked hard to,
then ditched me the
second
second you booked a
(round trip)
ticket
       to the
e v e r y w h e r e
you'd always wished you'd had

/ ?/
You
skipped
(me)
, a hopscotch number you didn't
want to gamble on,
to risk losing (that ticket) for,
nothing
save for a smudged number on the pavement
waiting for you to fly
over
it

/four/
I
watch
you
, as I walk away
,as you
fall,
struggling to unknot
the tangles
               in your
shoelaces
     come
             un do ne

***
Doc Mara didn't come today.~~I wonder why.~~
I don't.
***

hyperventilating never felt this good.

2007-05-07T13:43:10Z

*Whitewashed stars turned poofy*
***
Psych test tomorrow.Haven't finished studying the fifty pages or so of text.Hurray.It's all going to be over pretty soon.Looking forward to Boracay and tans and not reinforcements and case studies. BTW, in the Princess Diaries, Michael Moscovitz's dog is named after Pavlov, this psychologist who experimented with conditioning.It figures;his parents are psychologists.And,his band,Skinner Box, is also some psychological term.Haha.
***
I found Ramos's USB.Hurray.I don't ahfta save up to buy a new one.
***
Doc Mara kinda walked out on us today.And,yeah.I know I'm supposed to feel extremely guilty 'cause I was part of the class that drove him out with alleged dancing and supposed slouching,but...no,I just don't feel sorry for him. I mean, even if we're top five kids, we're still kids. Kids slouch and do goofy dances all the time.No, it's not meant as some outright form of disrespect;teenagers just get hit with this ADHD-like thing once in a while.They get restless;you can't let them stay still on their asses-er,chairs-for one and a half hours of ~~tort~~lecture.So,yeah.Give 'em-give US-some leeway.
***
Sometime during Math, Apo and I were scribbling trigger-happy lines on grid paper.
:::hyperventilating never felt this good:::

guh.

2007-05-06T14:46:37Z

smile your way through static,
so all the world's let down,
so all the world's a letdown.
number the creases
that count for contagious,
that pass for pretending.
stitch up that lingering laugh,
so nobody has to know,
so no one has to know
(you'd fallen inches short of being the happiest boy in the world).

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Whoa. I feel so guilty for not having posted anything here for so long. It's been about two months since the prom,long enough to forget whatever happened there, so I guess I won't be telling stories about that wonderful*gags with sappiness* night.HAHA.
Anyway,it's halfway through summer, and I've been attending this Ateneo Junior Summer thing with seventy-one people who are waaaay smarter than I am.Oh,well.I have to wake up at 6 A.M. just to be able to get to Katipunan at 8.Yeah,it's pretty dreadful for someone like me, who usually sleeps 'til noon and stays up 'til the witching hour, but at least I keep myself busy with the AJSS classes.

#$!
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Oscar de la Hoya lost. Damn. He should've won. He got all except the latest rounds. Yep. You could say "fixed" again. He's hot pa naman. Haha.